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In that instant in my life I knew that I was a child of God... and knowing it then, I know it all the time, fresh. Just saying it makes me thrill, in the classic sense. I mean, my body - Wheeew!
At that moment, I had to leave the room. I started weeping... with the knowledge of it. And I could do it again right now. That which made the seas and mountains, made stars and moons, and goldfish... That loves me?!!
It was a freedom... a relief... a license to try to do all the good in the world. If That loves me, then I can do anything good. You see?
Now I pray all the time. I pray when I'm walking from here over to the chair. I pray at any time... when something crosses my mind, I have a prayer. Mostly I'm thankful: Thanking God for God, thanking God for Jesus, and thanking Jesus for Jesus. I am thankful for the idea of love, the idea of forgiveness, and the offering of peace and joy two thousand years ago.
NYPD Detective, Ann Marie Moloney, was alone in a section of the city that she had never been to before. Still a rookie and wearing her brand-spanking new cop uniform with a nice, shiny radio, she walked down Jamaica Avenue in Queens, New York, a predominantly black, working class neighborhood. While she felt right at home where she grew up, just a few subway stops away in a predominantly black and Hispanic area of Jackson Heights, here, with her never used gun holster and her high-gloss shiny shoes, residents eyed her with suspicion.
Suddenly, she stopped in her tracks. She could hear a woman screaming at the top of her lungs. Everyone wondered... what will the rookie woman cop do?
So I prayed and I prayed and I prayed: "God, please give me the words to say because I can't do this on my own. I need the words."
In my own words, it would have come out either mean and accusing, or more subtle and clever, but with a dig. Yes, probably mean and clever with digs is the route I would've gone.
I prayed, "God, help me deliver this message in the way You would want it and I will be the vessel." I surrendered to Him and let Him give me the words. It was amazing! When we talked, the outcome was beautiful. It just changed the whole day. It could have been a really yucky day, and instead, it was a beautiful day.